I throw all of your stuff away.
I’m gonna clear you out of my head.
I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages.
I tell everyone we are through.
'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie.
'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around.
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go.
'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit.
Something about you
is so addictive.
We're falling together.
you'd think that by now I'd know.
cause here we go go go again.
Saturday, November 21, 2009, 3:17 AM
Zooming off!
Whee~ I'm posting for the airport for no reason. Its so cool here! Theres even a butterfly garden which i didnt dare step into. Personally think butterflies are gross. There was once when I went to the zoo and saw a butterfly wing stuck on the floor. Ugh. No?
Flights at 8.40 and its 7.19 now. Left with 1 minute 56 seconds on this computer. Ahhhhhhhhh
Lol.
ps. I bought my amath tb with me to 'study'. (I said that just to make myself feel better for slacking so much :)
Friday, November 20, 2009, 10:50 AM
Omegle
Before I go to sleep, go to the Omegle webbie. Ignore the photos of porno women flashing their boobs. Just read the convos. Laugh till you die. Well most of them anyway :D
Flights at 8pm tmr. Prudee excited :) Gonna spam blog with random updates i reckon.
2.55am. BYE!
Thursday, November 19, 2009, 5:04 AM
He Who Must Not Be Named Returns
Yesterday, I dreamt of Voldermort yet again. I didnt exactly think of any Harry Potter related things these few days and I'm certain the 5 minute intro of a hp game in a shopping mall couldnt have had that much impact on me? O.O
Anyway yesterday's dream was fine. Felt uneasy but deffo better thean the last time cuz I had friends around as backup and I wasnt being chased. There was only the possibility of confronting Voldemort. Lol.
I reckon he'll appear in my dreams enough to scare me till I start calling him You-Know-Who.
Major weirdness. Oh and there were actual Inferi running around. And plenty of burnt bodies in rows of blackened houses. Damn Gross.
*
Neeway, just finished watching the finale of antm's cycle 13! For petite models whoo! The winner's Nicoleeee :) This is like one of the best cycles ever. Both the finalists are great totally neck in neck. So it didnt really matter who won. Hoho.
Abrupt end of thread.
*
A personal MLIA of mine, which is only posted here lol:
Today I shouted 'fuck' in the living room in front because my soup was boiling and spilling in the kitchen. I am positive my 9 year old brother heard me. MLIA.
*
Third thread,
I realise I am freaking attracted to caucasian guys. Like wth. All of them look hot. Minus the fat ones of course, they're unhealthy. *screams like a cheerleading bimbo*
*
Last thread containing all the random things,
Go read Kobu's blog cuz its so full of hilarious MLIAS, my computer is placed in a weird position coz its connected to an external monitor coz the screen died and its awfully hard to type, and i got the Ipanema sandals! Yay!
Okay bye.
ps. When you're angry and can't shout/screm/punch people, try breaking a pencil/pencils. It really helps. Like break it in half not just break the lead. That would be really sissy.
Friday, November 13, 2009, 9:27 PM
Nightmares
Dreams have always been a big part of my life, having vivid dreams nearly everyday and being able to remember them, such that sometimes I don't even know whether I dreamt of something or if it actually happened.
Nightmares, naturally, are also a part of my dreams. And trust me, this really isn't supposed to be funny. Despite the ridiculousness of the 'storyline'.
Yesterday, I dreamt that Voldermort was after me. (Ridiculous,no?) Everywhere I went and whatever I did could be tracked and he would reach me in mere seconds. He did get to me once, and then there was the torturing. With saws slashing across my face etc. Then the scene changed to the canteen where everyone was eating as usual, when my friends were summoned one by one and tortured. Scene changed again, I was on the run with a boy in the lift and when the doors opened, Voldermort was there again. Dream then ends.
Okay so some parts from the escaping and torturing were cut out coz i cant seem to fit them in, dreams and jumpy after all. ps. I was 'alone' in this whole process.
Throughout the dream, and even now as I'm typing this, theres a great surge of panic going right through me, wanting to escape and not wanting even more friends to become innocent victims. Torturing scenes keep appearing in my head. And the fact that I was alone deffo made i t much worse, very helpless.
It just feels fucking terrible.
ps. If you wanna comment: Lol. Sad. Or smth along this line, please don't. You don't understand the impact of these dreams on me however dumb they may sound, and the seriousness of them since I even bothered to let it out here, a potential source of humiliation, just to show this isn't plain stupidity.
Thursday, November 12, 2009, 6:21 AM
Cartoons revisited :)
First off, an oldie,
The Smurfs!
1981 classic. The very first episode. Ahhh I wasnt even near being born yet :D They're so dang blue~
Next up, an even older cartoon (1953) and my all time favourite, Beepbeep!
I love Looney Tunes much.
Tweety bird!
Heehee. Many more where that came from but heck, cartoons are a large part of every kid's life (:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 6:42 AM
I'm not blogging
cuz twitter's so convenient. :/
i shall blog when smth cool comes on hand. hee
ps. went to ION orchard for the first time ytd! and the kino at orchard. its fucking huge. lol.
the colour of my wallet awkwardly coincides with that of the sec4 ss textbook O.Oabout 2 hours agofrom web ppps. i love muttons, blogthings, facebook, and everything and everyone else. but i do hate homework.
Friday, November 6, 2009, 5:33 AM
My Life is Average. Kinda.
MLIAs are lol. But rather amusing they can be. Anyway, decided to slack today and work through to tuesday when o levels is. Of which I realised I have given quite a few people the wrong date for the exam. I was actually backed up.
Anyways heres a coup of MLIAs that I thought were waaay average.
Today, I was trying to be productive and was some what succeeding. That is until I got a text from my little sister ask me what blind people dream about. Homework didn't stand a chance after that. I'm still thinking about it. MLIA.
A little while ago, I went to see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with my sister, mom, and dad. When the movie characters raised their wands at the end to remember Dumbledore, my dad slowly raised his drinking straw, and was followed by the entire filled IMAX theater. MLIA
Today, I discovered that you can mail a banana as is. All you do is write the address and place a stamp on it and then put it in the mailbox. Mind blown. MLIA.
Today was the final day of my class' mock trial. The trial was that of a murderer whose defense was that his hand was crippled and he therefore could not have committed the murder. I was the prosecution and as I was questioning him for the last time, I asked if he was thirsty and tossed him my waterbottle. The student, only pretending to be the murderer, thought nothing of it when he caught the bottle with his "crippled" hand. I said I rest my case while the jury applauded. MLIA
HAHA
Ohh bytheway, I got a new rad Samsung camera! Its like so BOOMZ and makes me really happy. Though my father didnt actually buy it (free gift for purchasing ten tousands worth of stuff from DELL) at least he thought of giving it to me fwahaha, with the reason of settling my disputes with my mother when we fought over the cameras.
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a history, description, or analysis of yourself or something.
If you're popping by you should know who I am in the first place, friends, or foes.
If you're a stranger, I'd like to say hello, you simply have to read on to find out who I am.
Because a person can never be defined and should never be defined.
People change, and so do I. It's up to you to judge whether that change was for the better or worse.
Savour the moment because you will never be able to relive what has become part of your memory. Enjoy :)
Whee~ I'm posting for the airport for no reason. Its so cool here! Theres even a butterfly garden which i didnt dare step into. Personally think butterflies are gross. There was once when I went to the zoo and saw a butterfly wing stuck on the floor. Ugh. No?
Flights at 8.40 and its 7.19 now. Left with 1 minute 56 seconds on this computer. Ahhhhhhhhh
Lol.
ps. I bought my amath tb with me to 'study'. (I said that just to make myself feel better for slacking so much :)
Friday, November 20, 2009, 10:50 AM
Omegle
Before I go to sleep, go to the Omegle webbie. Ignore the photos of porno women flashing their boobs. Just read the convos. Laugh till you die. Well most of them anyway :D
Flights at 8pm tmr. Prudee excited :) Gonna spam blog with random updates i reckon.
2.55am. BYE!
Thursday, November 19, 2009, 5:04 AM
He Who Must Not Be Named Returns
Yesterday, I dreamt of Voldermort yet again. I didnt exactly think of any Harry Potter related things these few days and I'm certain the 5 minute intro of a hp game in a shopping mall couldnt have had that much impact on me? O.O
Anyway yesterday's dream was fine. Felt uneasy but deffo better thean the last time cuz I had friends around as backup and I wasnt being chased. There was only the possibility of confronting Voldemort. Lol.
I reckon he'll appear in my dreams enough to scare me till I start calling him You-Know-Who.
Major weirdness. Oh and there were actual Inferi running around. And plenty of burnt bodies in rows of blackened houses. Damn Gross.
*
Neeway, just finished watching the finale of antm's cycle 13! For petite models whoo! The winner's Nicoleeee :) This is like one of the best cycles ever. Both the finalists are great totally neck in neck. So it didnt really matter who won. Hoho.
Abrupt end of thread.
*
A personal MLIA of mine, which is only posted here lol:
Today I shouted 'fuck' in the living room in front because my soup was boiling and spilling in the kitchen. I am positive my 9 year old brother heard me. MLIA.
*
Third thread,
I realise I am freaking attracted to caucasian guys. Like wth. All of them look hot. Minus the fat ones of course, they're unhealthy. *screams like a cheerleading bimbo*
*
Last thread containing all the random things,
Go read Kobu's blog cuz its so full of hilarious MLIAS, my computer is placed in a weird position coz its connected to an external monitor coz the screen died and its awfully hard to type, and i got the Ipanema sandals! Yay!
Okay bye.
ps. When you're angry and can't shout/screm/punch people, try breaking a pencil/pencils. It really helps. Like break it in half not just break the lead. That would be really sissy.
Friday, November 13, 2009, 9:27 PM
Nightmares
Dreams have always been a big part of my life, having vivid dreams nearly everyday and being able to remember them, such that sometimes I don't even know whether I dreamt of something or if it actually happened.
Nightmares, naturally, are also a part of my dreams. And trust me, this really isn't supposed to be funny. Despite the ridiculousness of the 'storyline'.
Yesterday, I dreamt that Voldermort was after me. (Ridiculous,no?) Everywhere I went and whatever I did could be tracked and he would reach me in mere seconds. He did get to me once, and then there was the torturing. With saws slashing across my face etc. Then the scene changed to the canteen where everyone was eating as usual, when my friends were summoned one by one and tortured. Scene changed again, I was on the run with a boy in the lift and when the doors opened, Voldermort was there again. Dream then ends.
Okay so some parts from the escaping and torturing were cut out coz i cant seem to fit them in, dreams and jumpy after all. ps. I was 'alone' in this whole process.
Throughout the dream, and even now as I'm typing this, theres a great surge of panic going right through me, wanting to escape and not wanting even more friends to become innocent victims. Torturing scenes keep appearing in my head. And the fact that I was alone deffo made i t much worse, very helpless.
It just feels fucking terrible.
ps. If you wanna comment: Lol. Sad. Or smth along this line, please don't. You don't understand the impact of these dreams on me however dumb they may sound, and the seriousness of them since I even bothered to let it out here, a potential source of humiliation, just to show this isn't plain stupidity.
Thursday, November 12, 2009, 6:21 AM
Cartoons revisited :)
First off, an oldie,
The Smurfs!
1981 classic. The very first episode. Ahhh I wasnt even near being born yet :D They're so dang blue~
Next up, an even older cartoon (1953) and my all time favourite, Beepbeep!
I love Looney Tunes much.
Tweety bird!
Heehee. Many more where that came from but heck, cartoons are a large part of every kid's life (:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 6:42 AM
I'm not blogging
cuz twitter's so convenient. :/
i shall blog when smth cool comes on hand. hee
ps. went to ION orchard for the first time ytd! and the kino at orchard. its fucking huge. lol.
the colour of my wallet awkwardly coincides with that of the sec4 ss textbook O.Oabout 2 hours agofrom web ppps. i love muttons, blogthings, facebook, and everything and everyone else. but i do hate homework.
Friday, November 6, 2009, 5:33 AM
My Life is Average. Kinda.
MLIAs are lol. But rather amusing they can be. Anyway, decided to slack today and work through to tuesday when o levels is. Of which I realised I have given quite a few people the wrong date for the exam. I was actually backed up.
Anyways heres a coup of MLIAs that I thought were waaay average.
Today, I was trying to be productive and was some what succeeding. That is until I got a text from my little sister ask me what blind people dream about. Homework didn't stand a chance after that. I'm still thinking about it. MLIA.
A little while ago, I went to see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with my sister, mom, and dad. When the movie characters raised their wands at the end to remember Dumbledore, my dad slowly raised his drinking straw, and was followed by the entire filled IMAX theater. MLIA
Today, I discovered that you can mail a banana as is. All you do is write the address and place a stamp on it and then put it in the mailbox. Mind blown. MLIA.
Today was the final day of my class' mock trial. The trial was that of a murderer whose defense was that his hand was crippled and he therefore could not have committed the murder. I was the prosecution and as I was questioning him for the last time, I asked if he was thirsty and tossed him my waterbottle. The student, only pretending to be the murderer, thought nothing of it when he caught the bottle with his "crippled" hand. I said I rest my case while the jury applauded. MLIA
HAHA
Ohh bytheway, I got a new rad Samsung camera! Its like so BOOMZ and makes me really happy. Though my father didnt actually buy it (free gift for purchasing ten tousands worth of stuff from DELL) at least he thought of giving it to me fwahaha, with the reason of settling my disputes with my mother when we fought over the cameras.
